Wednesday 2 December 2015

Twinkl: An Educational Publisher - A Review

I’m going off tack a little this week and writing a review of the twinkl Resource Centre. The reason I have chosen to make a quick detour away from books, is simply because teaching my children is a huge part of my life, and it’s my blog, so I can!
 
Twinkl Educational Publisher create high-quality, easy to use learning materials. They aim their resources at several age ranges and stages, from Early Years to GCSE level and also encompassing social, emotional and mental health difficulties and parents’ resources. 
 
The website itself (www.twinkl.co.uk) is intuitive and simple to navigate around, each age range and/or stage has its own section and is divided up into what sort of learning activity you’re looking for, including sensory, communication, language, mathematics, understanding the world and expressive art and design.
 
I have an 18 month old and a four year old so have been paying particular attention to the Early Years, specifically Birth to Twos, and Key Stage 1 areas. At this point, there are two observations I’d like to point out, my 18 month old had little interest in some of the more complex activities in the Birth to Two section, however my four year old enjoyed all of the activities I tried with her regardless of which stage they were from. This may be a difference in personalities or possibly that the Birth to Two section is possibly a little too expanded and maybe needs dividing down into the individual year groups. 
 
The activities we tried (with a little help from a friend!) were: 
  • Marshmallow Play Dough/Porridge Oat Play Dough
  • Ice Ornaments Science Experiment
  • Two versions of the Magnetic Christmas Bottle Experiment

Marshmallow Play Dough and Porridge Oat Play Dough
 
I am merging these two activities as they were very similar, however the Marshmallow Play Dough was created by myself and the Porridge Oat Play Dough was created by a friend.
 
Both pieces of play dough were easy to make, neither taking any longer than ten minutes. The main difference between the two was that the Marshmallow Dough was soft and pliable, and the Porridge Oat Dough was textured (although my friend did make a version without the porridge oats in as well to see which her son preferred, he preferred the textured dough.)
 
Both children (both aged 18 months) enjoyed playing with the dough. My son started by sticking his fingers in the marshmallow dough before using the cutters to make some Christmas shapes. He was quite happy that he was allowed to eat this dough (unlike regular play dough) although he wasn’t that impressed with the taste! After around five to ten minutes of play, he got distracted and found throwing the flour around much more fun, but the dough stayed soft for two days after creation, so both him and my daughter were able to continue playing as and when they felt like it for a while afterwards.
 
 
 
 
My friends’ son enjoyed playing with the dough, and as a childcare worker herself, commented on how easy it was to make the recipe. She swapped the coconut oil for baby oil and said it smelled lovely. Her little boy enjoyed poking and prodding the dough with various different cutters and objects, including star cutters, which also encouraged him to clearly say the word ‘star’ for the first time (twinkl resources are good for all sorts of things!).
 
All in all, the play dough experimentation has been fun, and both my friend and I agreed that we prefer the use of these homemade products to the shop bought play dough. We know the ingredients, we can make up as much as we need, and you can of course store it for as long as you want to (within reason!).
 
 
 
 
 
Ice Ornaments Science Experiment
 
I took the opportunity to do one of the more complex activities with my four year old and this seemed the perfect option with the cold snap we just had (the full two days of it!)
 
I did make some amendments to the method I took from twinkl, just to reflect the things I had in the house, but twinkl provided me with the basis for the experiment.
 
Using a silicone ice tray, my daughter and I filled them with water and placed string in the top before placing them in the garden in the evening. I’d looked ahead and was aware that it would be freezing that night. Low and behold, the next morning the ice had frozen and we had four little figurines to hang up. (It hadn’t frozen quite as hard as I wanted it to unfortunately, and the ornaments were fairly drippy at this point!)
 
Still, we hung the ornaments up and watched the changes in them as they melted. Although my daughter was slightly disgruntled that her pretty ornaments had just disappeared, we did have discussion about why they had melted and what had changed. It was nice to hear her thoughts on melting and temperature, and also a little imagination about how she was making the garden pretty for the fairies when they visited.
 
The only thing that would have improved this experiment would have been longer cold snap so we could repeat it a few more times!
 
 
Two versions of the Magnetic Christmas Bottle Experiment
 
There are two versions of this experiment as both my friend and I decided to go with it to see whether we got similar results.
 
I conducted the experiment with both of my children with a few amendments; my 18 month old was not interested in the slightest, he shook the bottle a little bit but wasn’t interested in looking in the bottle to see what he could find. My four year old really enjoyed it though. Rather than using magnets, we filled the bottle with pasta and hid small plastic animals inside, her job was to find the objects and tell me what I’d hidden in there.
 
It became a repetitive game where she would then manage the process for me to guess what was inside her bottle.
 
She really liked this and has asked if we can play it a few more times since. It will be a keeper in our house.
 
My friend also tried the experiment with her 18 month old, but this time did use the magnets (she’s much more organised than me!), she had a similar reaction from her 18 month old as I did from mine, he just wasn’t interested in finding out what was in the bottle.
 
This experiment is within the Birth to Two section of the website, and I think it would probably be more appropriate for a slightly older child.
 
 
Conclusion
 
I would definitely recommend the twinkl website to others. As well as the fun experiments I’ve mentioned, it also has areas with printable colouring pages which are useful for rainy day activities and also printable reward charts which are useful for guiding children along the right path. All of the activities are educational, but they are also good opportunities to spend some quality time with your children doing things that are fun, something which there can never be too much of.
 
The resources provide a good basis for using general objects that you find around the house. Most activities are adaptable, so even if you don’t have exactly what they have prescribed, you can make it work somehow.

There is also a section where you can create your own resources, so even if you can't find exactly what you're looking for, which is unlikely, you can have some fun creating your own. Ranging from display letters and banners, to colouring sheets and words pages, my daughter and I had fun with this tool, and with her input we created a few fun pieces for our playroom.
 
Take a look and share your thoughts on the website, signing up is free and easy, there's no reason not to!
 
 

Thursday 19 November 2015

The Nutcracker - A Christmas Memory

What story do you think of when you think of Christmas? What story captures your imagination and transports you back to your childhood festivities? For my children, I think it would be The Gruffalo or The Night Before Christmas (a traditional Christmas Eve read in our house); but for me, it’s the story of a young girl who’s toys come to life on Christmas Eve and take her on an adventure to The Land of Sweets: The Nutcracker. 


One of my earliest memories of my school life was performing as a Sugar Plum Fairy in our school nativity play. From that moment, the story was engrained in my Christmas memories. I was lucky enough to see the Moscow Ballet perform the story alongside Tchaikovsky’s riveting score this weekend (14th November), and it was completely captivating. 

Written by E.T.A. Hoffman and premiered at the Marlinksy Theatre in 1892, The Nutcracker focuses on the protagonist, Clara, and her family on Christmas Eve night. The family are having a party around the Christmas tree with their extended family and friends; Clara and her brother Fritz are playing with toys that have been given to them by their Godfather, a local toymaker. Clara takes a particular liking to one toy in particular, a Nutcracker painted to look like a soldier. Unfortunately, whilst playing with the Nutcracker, Fritz breaks it. Clara is very upset and argues with her brother before they both go to bed. 

During the night, Clara returns to the Christmas tree to check on the Nutcracker. In the family room, magic occurs and the toys come to life. A battle takes place between the toy soldiers led by the Nutcracker, and an army of mice led by the Mouse King. It looks like the mice will win, but Clara throws her slipper at the Mouse King, which distracts him long enough for the Nutcracker to gain an advantage and ultimately win the battle. The mice disappear, wounded, having lost the battle. 

Upon winning the battle, the Nutcracker transforms into a handsome prince. He is grateful to Clara for saving him, so takes her to his homeland, the Land of Sweets, to thank her. They are greeted by a Sugar Plum Fairy who presents Clara with an array of performances from various delicacies, including chocolate, coffee, tea and candy canes. The Sugar Plum Fairy completes the performance with a finale. 

The Prince then bows to Clara, and she is transported back to the family room, waved on by all of the Sugar Plum Fairies and delicacies. 

The magic of this story mirrors the magic of Christmas, and the magic of a child’s imagination. What child doesn’t want to be transported to a Land of Sweets?! It’s a timeless classic and can be enjoyed by girls and boys alike. The ballet performance alone was absorbing and a compliment must be given to the accuracy and ease of each and every dancer. I hope you can bring the joy of this story into your household this Christmas too.

Sunday 11 October 2015

Book Review: More Than This by Patrick Ness



More Than This is the epitome of Young Adult fiction. A dystopian novel covering themes of sexuality, philosophy, technology and religion, all with a thrilling backdrop. This book was a pleasant surprise, and well worth putting the time aside to read. 

Revolving around the thoughts of main character, Seth, we meet him as he's committing suicide by plunging himself into the ocean. We don't know why, all we know is that he's dying. He wakes up in England (he lives in America), in a house he hasn't lived in for several years. He's lying semi-naked on the pavement outside his house. Everything surrounding him is overgrown, dilapidated and deserted. 

Drifting in and out of consciousness for a few days, he moves around the house and discovers it's exactly as it was when he lived here, with the furniture that his family took to America with him still in the house, along with the painful reminders of why the left England in the first place. 

The chapters jump between Seth exploring the strange place in which he's woken up, and him enduring flashbacks to his old life in America which led to his suicide. 

Ness writes an absorbing journey of teenage exploration, we find out why Seth felt the need to commit suicide, and how he reacts to being trapped in his own idea of hell. He soon discovers he's not as deserted as he initially thought, and he finds out what has happened to his family. 

We see Seth as he discovers his true self, discovers where he is, and discovers how he can fix the wrongs he's done. 


Stop reading now if you don't want to read the following spoilers...

Sexuality


We find out about a third of the way into the book that Seth is gay, and prior to his suicide, he was forced to 'come out' to his entire school in a horrible way. He lost the only person he felt that loved him for who he was and we see how he struggles to come to terms with firstly the loss, and secondly, his fault in the situation. 
The way Ness has thought about the extent to which this virtual world has taken over our life is genius and portrays a world which would not be surprising at some point in the future. 


The way Ness approaches a problem which is at the forefront of a lot of teenagers lives is clever and sensitive. He doesn't make a big deal out of Seth's sexuality, but focuses instead on how the people surrounding Seth handled his sexuality; particularly his mother and his friends and the effect that this had on Seth. 


Philosophy

Seth wakes up, not knowing where he is and we follow him as he comes up with many different ideas as to how he got there and where he is. He starts to wonder whether he's stuck inside his own mind, and he's controlling what happens and when just by thinking things; for example, he wonders if there are any animals where he is, and some foxes appear. As he starts to run towards his death, for the second time, he is saved moments before he dies by two new characters, who before long become his friends in the strange world he's living in. He even tells them of his thoughts on how he conjured them up to save his life, and how they're a figment of his imagination. 

This journey and realisation shows how self centred Seth is, but also the strength he holds within his mind, and how he is reluctant to rely on other people. By the end of the book, we never find out whether or not his theory was correct (hence why we need a sequel!), but it definitely added a depth to the story as we didn't know as much as Seth didn't know. 



Technology

Seth finds a 'coffin' in his bedroom, which he soon figures out is what he came out of. After meeting his friends, he finds out that the whole world was put into these coffins to live out an alternative life. A life that was ultimately better than the one they were living in previously. Initially, they went 'online' and 'offline' and lived between their lives, but before long the population moved permanently 'online', with only the janitors left behind to ensure they stayed there. They had pipes to feed and water them, pipes to remove their waste, and the technology became so advanced that women were able to give birth in the real world, and for it to be emulated in the online world. 

This exploration of an 'online' and 'offline' world is an exaggerated version of how we live today. Social media is such a huge part of our lives, and it gives us the opportunity to portray a perfect version of ourselves. Seth was disconnected from the online world, as were his friends, but as they discover when and why their families decided to go online, they find out more and more secrets abot their lives. Seth finds out that he was living in a world where his brother was 'brought back to life in a virtual world', after his death in the real world, a death which his parents never came to terms with. It's heartbreaking when Seth discovers his brother is actually dead, and not just left injured from an accident years before, which is what he'd always thought previously.


Religion

Seth regularly questions whether he is in hell and whether the janitor is death. The representation of such Christian qualities is evident of his upbringing in England, but the fact he continuously forces the idea away as though it cannot be true shows his religious thoughts too. He would much rather feel hope from his own mind in the thoughts that he is controlling what happens, than rely on hope from something which he cannot be sure of. 

Again, this represents the thoughts of our teenage world today. More young adults are questions religion and what their beliefs are, just as Seth does. And Ness explores this beautifully. 


Whether you're a young adult or not, this book makes you think. It explores themes which aren't touched on very often and it explores them in a sensitive but upfront way. I just hope there's a sequel so that I can have my numerous questions answered. Patrick Ness? Do you care to tell us??

Thursday 8 October 2015

National Poetry Day...and some news!

I write today for two reasons. Firstly, to wish you all a happy National Poetry Day, I have acknowledged the day by thinking about the poems which most resonate with me, and I’ve chosen The Jabberwocky as my poem of choice. And secondly, to acknowledge our current transition to my favourite season, autumn. The season that brings me back to life.

The Jabberwocky

The Jabberwocky is from of my comfort read, Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland, more specifically, Through the Looking Glass. I love how the words, if I can even call Carroll’s wonderful jumbles of letters, words, just flow over each other. I love how in the book it’s written in mirror language, and it can’t just be read off the page. I love how it’s potentially one of the greatest nonsense poems of all time (sorry Mr Lear!).
 
 
I share Alice’s view of the poem, but I love the images it fills my head with, whether I can make sense of them or not:

“It seems very pretty," she said when she had finished it, "but it's rather hard to understand!" (You see she didn't like to confess, even to herself, that she couldn't make it out at all.) "Somehow it seems to fill my head with ideas—only I don't exactly know what they are! However, somebody killed something: that's clear, at any rate


The Jabberwocky

'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.

"Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!"

He took his vorpal sword in hand:
Long time the manxome foe he sought—
So rested he by the Tumtum tree,
And stood awhile in thought.

And as in uffish thought he stood,
The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame,
Came whiffling through the tulgey wood,
And burbled as it came!

One, two! One, two! and through and through
The vorpal blade went snicker-snack!
He left it dead, and with its head
He went galumphing back.

"And hast thou slain the Jabberwock?
Come to my arms, my beamish boy!
O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!"
He chortled in his joy.

'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.

 
Autumn

Autumn is the season which pulls me out of that summer slump. I’m not a fan of summer; I’m a big fan of feeling cosy, something which summer cruelly steals away from me.

There’s something magical about autumn though. Not just the cliché of the leaves changing colour and the days getting shorter, although I do enjoy the experience; but more than that. There’s a crispness in the air which clears my mind and helps me to focus, something which I struggle with during the summer months. Almost like hibernating in reverse!

This autumn brings the return of conker searching, kicking up the leaves and jumping in puddles.

More significantly, it brings the start of my studies towards a BA (Hons) in English Literature and Creative Writing. I have been studying for two weeks now, and to have my mind so absorbed into a particular subject is really exciting for me. I’ll be studying part-time over the next 6 years, which seems like such a huge amount of time, but I know that it’ll be well worth the investment.

I decided to study for a degree for three reasons:

1. I have always had a small regret that I never attended university back when I was 18. Looking back, I wasn’t in the right frame of mind then, and definitely would not have got the results I wanted. Now I am determined to get the results that I want, and definitely in the right place to do so.

2. I think it’s important to set a good example to my children. Learning never stops, no matter how old you get. I hope that I inspire them to continue learning long after they have left the classroom behind.

3. As part of my career, a degree will improve my skills, increase my knowledge and allow me to progress.
 

So here I am, giddily enjoying autumn and the exciting things it brings for me. I pull on my scarf and coat, give a little smile, and wander away…

“Autumn days when the grass is jewelled and the silk inside a chestnut shell…”

Wednesday 29 July 2015

The Versions Of Us by Laura Barnett - Book Review

There has been a subdued silence on my blog recently, which I’m sorry for. I haven’t been ignoring you, I’ve been busy pursuing ideas outside of the blog, but still connected to my writing. Despite this, I feel the need to share a book with you that I have recently finished reading: The Versions Of Us by Laura Barnett.

Following the lives of Eva and Jim, the novel begins with one event, Eva riding her bicycle and almost colliding with a dog. What follows is an absorbing love story describing three possible outcomes of that event and how they change the course of the two characters’ lives.

Eva and Jim are nineteen when they meet, and both studying at Cambridge University. The three stories describe their lives from 1958 to the present day, recording their lives, their relationships, their families, their careers. The ‘constants’ are the characters of Eva and Jim, but each ‘version’ is completely different.

Each chapter is labelled as either Version One, Two or Three. Version One tells the story of Eva and Jim as a couple from when they met at the collision with the dog; in Version Two, Eva and Jim just miss eachother, lead separate lives, but cross paths at regular intervals, finally convening in old age. and Version Three, tells the story of Eva and Jim starting a relationship at University, before parting and meeting later in life and starting an affair together.

For me, each version was as enveloping as the previous. I felt the highs and the lows and I lived each version of their lives with them. The version that I connected with most, and the one that affected me the most, was Version Two, feeling the anticipation of their lives crossing and ultimately ending up together.

Surprisingly, this is Barnett’s first novel, but it reads like the work of a well-practiced veteran. I have rarely felt so connected to the characters in a novel, so much so that I felt disappointment at their failures, felt sadness at their loss, and victorious at their milestones. This was particularly applicable to Eva’s character who was written so well that I could relate to every aspect of her, but maybe that’s just because she was written similarly to myself.

I would, and have, recommended this book to every one of my fellow readers. Upon reading, you will feel included in the characters’ journey, wanting to take part in it up to the very last chapter, and beyond. I’m still feeling the book hangover now.

Wednesday 27 May 2015

An Ode to Flowers - A Little Inspiration

Like most people do at some point, I have recently been going through a phase of being completely uninspired. I have been writing; the general rule of writing is to write every day; but what I’ve been writing hasn’t been good enough to share, or good enough full stop. That is, until the last week or so.

Growing up, and still now, music has been a huge part of my life. And moreso than the music, the lyrics to the songs mean so much. I was the teenager who had her favourite song lyrics of the week as my MSN tag name; who would update my Myspace page with lyrics portraying my mood. The words were what made the songs stand out.

In my eyes, nobody’s words reach out to me in the same way as Brandon Flowers’ lyrics. Front man of The Killers, the lyrics to his songs write a story; a story each listener will relate to in their own way. The lyrics aren’t just words; they create images and literally take over your mind as you listen.

Anybody that knows me on a personal level will know that The Killers have basically provided the soundtrack to my life; from dancing to ‘Mr Brightside’ at my first NYE celebrations with my (now) husband; to my daughter singing along to ‘Flesh and Bone’ at just 16 months old; from putting my wedding dress on to the words of ‘The Rising Tide’; to my son being born to Brandon Flowers’ Flamingo album. I’ve even got their lyrics tattooed on my arm as a constant reminder to set a good example to myself, my family and my friends.





 Each song can be perceived in its own way, by whoever is listening to it. But for me, the references to religion are particularly poignant. I could list countless lyrics here that I find inspiring or thought-provoking, to name a few:

“And the decades disappear
Like sinking ships but we persevere.
God gives us hope but we still fear what we don't know”
A Dustland Fairytale, Day and Age, 2008
 
“We're the ones who still believe
And we're looking for a page
In that lifeless book of hope.
Where a dream might help you cope
With the Bushes and the bombs
A-re, Tranquilized”
Tranquilise, Sawdust, 2007
 
“Be still
Wild and young
Long may your innocence reign
Like shells on the shore
And may your limits be unknown
And may your efforts be your own
If you ever feel you can't take it anymore
Don't break character
You've got a lot of heart
Is this real or just a dream?
Rise up like the sun
Labor till the work is done”
Be Still, Battleborn, 2012
 
But this blog post is about one song in particular.

On the 18th May 2015, Brandon Flowers released his second solo album, The Desired Effect. It debuted at number one in the UK, and for good reason. The album as a whole has an 80’s feel to it, channelling Bruce Springsteen and Mark Knopler, as well as a sample of Bronski Beat’s ‘Smalltown Boy’.

Before the album release, I was trawling through youtube late on a Saturday night, when I came across ‘Still Want You’. I hit play and was pleasantly surprised by a catchy piano melody with a smiling Brandon at the helm of the video. It’s not often you get Brandon Flowers smiling in a music video. I kept the song on repeat and got to know the feel of the song and the lyrics. I played it to my husband when he got home, and I played it to my children the next day.




I listened to the other tracks which were being used to promote the album, “Lonely Town”, “Can’t Deny My Love”, “I Can Change”. I liked them all. But I kept going back to “Still Want You”. Here are the lyrics:

Still Want You
 
Everyone's got a combination
If you put in the time
The numbers come like a revelation
You show me yours
I'll show you mine
And when you're down, girl, you got to know this
Nobody else is in your room
We'll make it through
 
[Chorus:]
Time is passing by
I still want you
Crime is on the rise
I still want you
Climate change and debt
I still want you
Nuclear distress
I still want you
The Earth is heating up
I still want you
Hurricanes and floods
I still want you
Even more than I did before
 
I used to think that I knew the big time
Before you came around
But I was up in the velvet gold mind
And you put my feet back on the ground
A piece of mind is a lot to ask for
These silly days
But we got it made
Don't let it fade
Oh, no!
 
[Chorus]
 
And when your mind's made up
I'm gonna bring it down
When you got no time
You're gonna see it found
Your heart, crowds call
There's something on the line
It's hard for me to show
There's something you should know
 
[Chorus]
 
Time is passing by
I still want you
Crime is on the rise
I still want you
Nuclear distress
I still want you
Climate change and debt
I still want you
The Earth is heating up
I still want you
Hurricanes and floods
I still want you
Even more than I did
Even more than I did
Before
 
 
This could have been written by Flowers for his wife, possibly to God, who knows? But for me, this is a big fat down to earth message. There’s so much going on in the world, and I’m one of the lucky ones. I am a sucker for getting caught up in my own headspace and I do need a reminder to bring me back down. I find myself complaining about having no time, but if I slow down and relax, time will come to me. Sharing headspace is a good remedy, and this is me sharing my headspace.
 
So here is my inspiration. A note to remind me not to give in to that self-doubt.

A truth has presented itself, contradicting my prior knowledge.
The missing gem of instruction that I can neither deny nor rectify.
A fact I cannot incorporate into my mental space.
Misplaced; profound; a paradox of simplicity.
A powerful idea diluting my mind.
Master it; take hold.
Fear will only make it lost.

Sunday 26 April 2015

The Story of Us - An Extract

For the first time in seven years, I wrote a poem for my husband for Valentine's Day. It tells the story of our meeting, our early years, our first baby, our wedding, our second baby and our family. I'm not going to publish it all here, because it was written for my husband, but here are a few extracts I wanted to share. 



The Story of Us (An Extract)

(...)Do you remember the things that we used to do?
The drinking, the parties, in our flat for two.
I loved that place, our first home together,
I never thought we’d move out, not then, not ever.
But we had some news, we were starting a family,
we’d no longer be, just Craig and Emily.
I remember your reaction, the smile, the hug,
finishing off with, “I love you, bug”

On 20th March, our girl was born,
our sweet little Eva, on the first spring morn.
She had your eyes, and she had my cheeks,
it wasn’t long before she started to shriek.
She turned our world upside down,
Our princess with a double crown.
That was 2011! Where’s the time gone?
But let’s not stop there, I’m not nearly done(..)

(...)So now we’re married, I’m Mrs Tee,
It’s 2014, we’re having another baby.
Just as we planned, we’re having a boy,
I’d never imagine he could bring us such joy.
It was scary at first, he was born too quick,
But they wrapped him up in a blanket all thick.
We gave him a cuddle, and he held on,
our strong baby boy, our little Jackson.

So we’ve grown to a noisy family of four,
we don’t really drink or party any more.
But who needs that when we’re so complete,
forty little toes on eight little feet.
I’m so glad I met you, you’re simply the best,
I never want it to change, we’ve built our nest.
I’ll love you for always, my husband, my friend,
my favourite, my best, together ‘til the end.

Monday 6 April 2015

My Top 5 Influential Women in Fiction - Number 1

Any regular readers would have found this quite predictable, number one is of course, Hermione Granger from The Harry Potter Series. Hermione appeared in all seven of the Harry Potter books, a key member of Harry's inner circle, the intelligence, the mentor and the best friend.

The reason I have given the number one spot to Hermione, is because she's the character that grew up alongside me. Back in 1998, I was ten years old, a year younger than Hermione was on the release date of 'The Philosophers' Stone' that same year. I too, was a nerdy know-it-all who didn't always fit in, and I also related to that competitive side of her, the side of her that always wanted to win. 


At the beginning of the series, Hermione is all of the above. She seems to latch herself on to Harry and Ron, but they find her annoying and a busybody. As a 'muggle-born', she struggles to make friends at Hogwarts, the witches and wizards see her as an outsider, especially when she turns out to be a better witch than all of them! 

However, as she grows through the series, particularly after the end of the Philosophers' Stone, when she has proven how brave and valued she really is, other aspects of Hermione's personality comes through. As well as her keen intelligence, she also has a very high level of understanding of all dangers that she encounters; where Harry shows no fear and faces anything, regardless of any consequence, and Ron shows a lot of fear and prefers to run, Hermione has a middle ground. With a high-level of understanding, she will look danger in the face, but without that understanding, she would rather plan and strategise. 

Harry, being the main character of the book, has a high profile family background, all of his parental figures have been killed in some way, and towards the end of the book, has given up on a 'regular' family life. Hermione on the other hand, has always had a stable family life, her parents are both dentists who live an everyday 'muggle' life. A key point in the series which truly outlines Hermione's strength is when she erases her parents memory of her every existence. She wanted to keep them safe, and the only way she could do that, was to remove herself from their lives. This act of selflessness shows Hermione's true character; a strong, honest and brave young woman, willing to put others needs before her own. 


A sucker for a romance, I was so pleased when Hermione and Ron finally took their friendship to the next level. Back in the early days of the series, it was implied that Hermione had a soft spot for Harry, however, putting these two together would have been predictable and disappointing, and not a JK Rowling move. Although, reading further through the series, Hermione and Ron became more and more predictable, it was also the relationship that we were all rooting for (along with Harry and Ginny, obviously.) Hermione and Ron contrast eachother perfectly, intelligence vs humour, fear vs bravery, knowledge vs understanding. Throughout the book, romance was always an area of her life that Hermione didn't understand, which is why it took so long for Hermione and Ron to finally get together. For me, coming towards the end of the final book, it was a well-deserved happy ending for Hermione, it wouldn't have been fair for her to end up with anybody else, or to leave her with nobody at all!

Through brewing Polyjuice Potion in the girls toilets, and helping Harry complete the Triwizard Tournament, Hermione's defining moment came in the final novel of the series, The Deathly Hallows. There was an expectation that Harry, Ron and Hermione would search for the Horcruxes together, but when Ron leaves, Harry and Hermione are left to find them alone. Here all of the individual aspects of Hermione's personality that we've seen in snippets so far, culminate into one, her bravery, her strength, her knowledge, her loyalty, fighting alongside Harry to end Voldemort's rise to power. We see Harry and Hermione's friendship blossom for the second time, since the Triwizard Tournament when Harry and Ron avoided each other and she was a go between, but being older now, their friendship seems more powerful and complete. 

Hermione was the heroine of the Harry Potter novels, the question for me is whether the novels would have read the same without her? I think we all know that the answer to that is no. 

Monday 30 March 2015

My Top 5 Influential Women in Fiction - Number 2

Number two goes to Katniss Everdeen from The Hunger Games Trilogy. Created by Suzanne Collins, Katniss Everdeen is inspirational to a whole generation of young adults. Partially based on the greek myth, Theseus and the Minotaur, this fantasy book sparks the imagination in a way that few books can. 

Published in 2008, The Hunger Games Trilogy covers three books, The Hunger Games, Catching Fire and Mockingjay. They are set in a post-apocalyptic world in a country called Panem. Panem is split into twelve districts, each named by an according number. Katniss and her family live in District 12, a poor, coal-mining district, ruined with starvation and poverty. 


I didn't read any of the books until 2012, when I read all three in around two weeks. I just couldn't stop reading. The idea behind the actual Hunger Games, which take place annually within Panem, is just brilliant. There are two 'tributes' per district, and all 24 'tributes' fight to the death in an arena, with only one winner. The Hunger Games are aired on TV for all of the districts to watch, for their entertainment, and as a harsh reminder for them to follow the rules of Panem and not to rebel. I was absorbed into this fictional world where literally, anything could happen. 

Katniss lives with her mother and her little sister, Prim. Katniss and Prim's relationship shows the first powerful characteristic of Katniss, her nurturing and protective side. Katniss loves her sister, and will do anything to provide for her and ensure that she is safe. She hunts on a daily basis to ensure that they eat, and when Prim is picked as the female tribute for the Hunger Games, Katniss volunteers in her place. This protectiveness shows Katniss' loyalty and love to her sister. This is also portrayed through her relationship with Rue in the arena. Rue reminds Katniss of Prim, and I think this is the one and only reason their friendship even starts. 

Throughout the book, Collins portrays Katniss' resourcefulness. She's a hunter, she's a provider, she's a quick-thinker, and above all, she's a fighter. There are very few moments in the book where Katniss appears to give up, and even when she gets to that point, something inside her pulls her back to reality, and to her focused self. She has lived a life of survival; surviving in District 12 to surviving in the Hunger Games. This makes Katniss quite tough, she isn't sentimental about much, she's a closed book. I don't think it's clear to any other characters, or the reader, what Katniss is thinking at any point during the book. But I don't think this makes her unlikeable, like some have suggested, it just makes her a bit more of a mystery than other heroines may be. 

The closed side of her is also shown when she is plunged into the celebrity world of The Capitol. Prior to the Hunger Games starting, each tribute is made up, dressed, displayed and interviewed in front of all 12 districts. This is hard for Katniss as she's quite a private person, she's not a talker or a sharer, so to be interviewed about her personality, her feelings, her family and her love interests make her feel incredibly uncomfortable. It's at these moments that we quite often see the funny side of Katniss, she uses her sense of humour as a shield, to protect her from having to actually share her secrets. 

Although cliche, I think Katniss is one of those characters that everybody can relate to. She's a great example for girls to aspire to (and women if I'm anything to go by)...apart from the romantic side of her. Katniss' strength and control in all areas of her life make it difficult for her to show her true self. The only person that really knows her is Gale, her hunting partner and long-term friend. They share a few moments prior to Katniss going into the arena, but it seems like she forgets about him when she goes into the Hunger Games and creates a 'show-mance' with Peeta. Although this was directed by Haymitch, their sponsor on the outside of the arena, Peeta does actually fall for Katniss, and the way I saw it, she kind of led him on! So, there's a side of the strong, protective fighter that isn't so perfect, but that can only make her more relate-able. 


This is one of the few books where I actually enjoyed watching the film too. The film was almost as absorbing as the books were, and Jennifer Lawrence portrayed Katniss faultlessly. Katniss has definitely influenced mine, and many other young womens' lives. I have no doubt that The Hunger Games Trilogy will become a must-have shelf filler for many more generations. 

Thursday 26 March 2015

My Top 5 Influential Women in Fiction - Number 3

Number three goes to Jo March from Little Women. The novel was written by Louisa May Alcott in 1868, outlining the every day lives of four sisters, Meg, Jo, Beth and Amy, as their father fights in the civil war. A highly anticipated first novel for Louisa, it was followed closely by her second novel and it's sequel, Good Wives, in 1869.

I haven't mentioned this book in my blog before, and it was only when I was putting together this countdown that I realised that. I was surprised as this book was such a massive part of my childhood. As a child, I was overly chatty, clumsy, and slightly over-confident for my age. I was never quiet when I was supposed to be, unless I had my head stuck in a book, and I always made sure that I shared my opinions. If you've read Little Women, you're probably beginning to understand why I related to Jo, out of the four sisters, in particular. 

Little Women by Louisa May Alcott

Jo is the second child out of the four, she's a tomboy, she thinks she knows best, she's opinionated, but she's happy, nothing gets her down. I am fond of Jo because of her ambition. In the time the book is set, women did 'women's jobs', they weren't meant to write novels or fight in the army, but Jo didn't care that she wasn't meant to, she still wanted to. Although whilst growing up she was never specific about what she wanted to do, she always wanted to do something 'great', and low and behold, she went on to have a novel published. 

Jo has a strong relationship with her sister, Beth. Beth is shy, gentle and kind, and their relationship works because they are complete opposites. Beth reminds Jo of the qualities that don't come naturally to her, yet she also helps her to become more comfortable in her own skin. Their relationship was the one that I enjoyed most throughout the novel, the one that I felt was the deepest and the most genuine. 

Jo's character was actually based on Louisa May Alcott herself. Louisa never married, but through pressure from her publishers, she was steered into providing Jo with a romance. This wasn't something she had originally planned for Jo, so in order to play with the publishers, and her readers, she didn't give Jo the romance that everybody was expecting - Laurie - she married her off to a secondary character, Mr Bhaer. Although I'm amused by Louisa not giving into expectations here, I was never a fan of this coupling. Jo should have married Laurie, they were a perfect match, contrasting yet so similar at the same time. And Laurie and Amy were never a believable pair. 


That small hiccup aside, this story truly is a classic. For me, Jo made the book, without her it just wouldn't have had the personality, the longevity or the punch that it did. 

Thursday 19 March 2015

My Top 5 Influential Women in Fiction - Number 4


Number four in My Top Five Influential Women in Fiction goes to Jean Louise Finch, or Scout, from To Kill A Mockingbird. Written by the amazing Harper Lee, and up until recently, her only published novel, To Kill A Mockingbird is a story that truly analyses the irony of human kind and the differences between good and evil.

I first read the novel during secondary school, maybe my fourth or fifth year. It’s one of the few novels where I actually watched the film before I read the book, something which I tend to avoid due to the use of ‘poetic license’ in a film production. However, in this instance, the film was actually quite true to the book. After the film viewing, I read the book over and over, and I fell in love with Scout as a character. I wanted to be as intelligent and as confident as her; I understood her view of the world and how contradictory it was; and I really enjoyed reading about the relationship she shared with her father and brother.



Set in the fictional town of Maycomb, Alabama, the story revolves around lawyer, Atticus Finch, and his family as he defends a black man for raping a white woman, in a predominantly racist town.

At the beginning of the story, Scout is just five years old. I was drawn to her character because she's such a unique little girl, she’s a fighter, she’s bright beyond her years and she is much more aware of what is going on around her than a normal five year old would be. She’s growing up in a time when children should be children, and girls should be ladylike, neither of which she cares to be. She speaks her mind and due to how Atticus’ has brought her up, she is forthright but good-hearted.

The story is narrated by Jean Louise Finch, or Scout as an adult. This was a clever move from Harper Lee; as well as getting the innocence of Scout and the genuine lack of understanding a five year old has, she also conveys the knowledge of the older Jean Louise, who has a different view of her father than the younger Scout. For example, Jean Louise is in awe that her father orchestrated Scout overhearing his conversation with Uncle Jack about the case and the repercussions on the family, and on Atticus, in order to prepare her for what was coming.

The story takes place over three years, and Scout grows up a lot and learns a lot of lessons between the ages of five and eight. The main lesson is how to walk in somebody else’s shoes, something which Atticus begins to teach her very early in the story, but she doesn’t truly understand until the end, when she is able to put herself in Boo Radley’s shoes. (Boo Radley was Scout’s neighbour, an avid curiosity of hers due to his speculated disability and the fact he doesn’t ever come outside). The ending of the book where she explains to Atticus why she thinks Boo was right to kill Bob Ewell, and ultimately save the children’s lives, shows how she has matured through the book and has developed a clearer understanding of right and wrong, and good and evil.

An analysis of the themes within To Kill a Mockingbird is another blog post, however, Scout’s character helps to convey those themes in such a way that the reader can’t help but to develop an affinity with her.

Thursday 12 March 2015

My Top 5 Influential Women in Fiction - Number 5



Number five in My Top 5 Influential Women in Fiction has to be 'Celie' from The Color Purple. It's very rare that a character grows so much through a novel; the change from passive, quiet and submissive young Celie to strong, independent and mindful older Celie really is a powerful journey. 

I first read The Color Purple during my A Levels. It was one of those books that took a while for me to really enjoy, but once I got there, I couldn't put it down. I particularly enjoyed the format of the book; the story is written through Celie's letters to God, a God to whom she doesn't actually feel particularly close to. 


The novel begins with Celie as a young girl in rural Georgia in the 1930's. She is constantly subjected to abuse at the hands of her step-father, Alphonso. She deals with this by doing all she can to make herself 'invisible'.

Her only form of expression are her letters; the early letters see Celie talk about her abuse, her relationship with her younger sister, Nettie, and the two children which her step-father took away from her at birth. She now presumes them dead. All of these things are hard for Celie to cope with, and her tone is saddened and self-deprecating. 


Before long, Celie is 'married off' to a man she only knows as Mr.______. He only married her so she could keep his house clean and cook for him, and, like Celie's step-father, he also abuses her. In Celie's eyes, the only good thing about the marriage was that she was able to remove Nettie from her step-father's house and protect her. Unfortunately, Mr.______ throws Nettie out of the house when she refuses his advances. Celie and Nettie promise to write to one another, but Celie doesn't hear from Nettie anymore.

Feeling alone, Celie feels that she doesn't have much to live for. And then she is introduced to Mr._____'s mistress, Shug Avery. Shug Avery is a beautiful and seemingly empowered character, Celie sees her as a role model and wants to be like her. 


Without the introduction of Shug, Celie wouldn't have had the opportunity to develop as a character in the way she did. Shug helps Celie to find her confidence and she begins to stand up to Mr._____ more than she has ever done before. With Shug's help, Celie discovers that Nettie's letters are hidden in Mr______'s trunk. Within Nettie's letters, she tells Celie that her step-father has died and that she has found her two children, Olivia and Adam, and she's with them in Africa, conducting aid work. This discovery, along with the letters, helps Celie to find her sense of self, build her confidence, and the process culminates in her becoming enraged at Mr.______. His response is his usual insulting manner, but they no longer affect Celie in the way that they used to. This turning point in the book is pivotal to Celie's character, she finds her voice and her power, and begins to get to know her own mind. 

Celie and Shug leave Mr.______'s house in Georgia and move to Memphis together. This decision changes Celie's life and transforms her into a happy, successful and independent woman. She starts up her own tailoring business, and after being voiceless for such a long time, is soon a contented individual who doesn't have to rely on anybody else.

Hers and Shug's relationship dissolves into a friendship, but a firm friendship. Shug will always be the person who pulled Celie from the depths of herself. Celie soon discovers that the family home back in Georgia was actually left to her and Nettie when their Mother died many years before, so she heads back to Georgia to prepare the house for Nettie's impending return, which will also bring Celie's children home.


Nettie, Olivia and Adam return to Georgia from their aid work in Africa, and Celie's life is finally complete, along with the growth of her character from the meek and scared young child who is abused so much that she wants to make herself invisible, to the strong, self-assured old woman at the end of the book. 

The novel ends with the lines: 

"But I don't think us feel old at all. And us so happy. Matter of fact, I think this the youngest us ever felt. Amen."

This in itself shows the full circle of the characters journey, she started as a young girl with the weight of the world on her shoulders, and ended as an old lady, with no worries at all. 



Thursday 5 March 2015

A Nod to World Book Day - An Early Memory of Books

To honour World Book Day today, I am going to share with you one of my earliest memories of books. The protagonist book in my story is When We Were Very Young by A A Milne. 

I was never a fan of Winnie the Pooh. Even now, whilst reading aloud to my daughter, I feel like there are too many words to get out in one breath and the sentences don't flow in the way they ought to. At the age of three, I didn't even know that Winnie the Pooh existed, nor that A A Milne was the author of the book I wanted to read. 

There were certain days of the week that I would spend the mornings with my Grandma, whilst my parents went to work and my sister went to school. I used to enjoy those days because it was mostly just me and her, I would help her clean the house and I'd play in the garden whilst she'd make lunch for my Grandad.

This particular day, I had got hold of this book, When We Were Very Young. It was quite a thick book; it had a pale blue cover with Christopher Robin in a white square in the middle. I was only three, so I couldn't read it myself, so I kept asking my Grandma to read it to me. As an adult, I can see that I was probably being rather irritating, I wasn't asking her when she was sat not doing anything, I was asking her when she was in the kitchen buttering bread or getting the hoover out. 


After what seemed like hours to my little brain, but was probably around twenty minutes, my Grandma sat down with me and started to read the book. 'Changing Guard at Buckingham Palace' was the second poem in the book, and as soon as she read it in her singsong way, I fell in love with it. I asked her to read it again, and every time she got to the end of a verse, I chimed in with, "Said Alice!". 


For a good while after this first read, every time she looked after me I would ask her to read the same poem to me, and she always would. It soon became our trademark poem, or song (we used to sing it more than say it).

One conversation I remember quite clearly about this poem was how confused I was by the pictures. I was sure the child in the pictures was a little girl, and I was sure that the little girl was Alice. I didn't understand why the little girl, Alice, was marrying a soldier...maybe she just really liked that soldier? I concluded. And where was Christopher Robin?

From the mind of three year old me, here's the poem, the song, one of the first memories I have of loving a book. If you get the chance, search for a version of the song so you can hear the rhythm, it'll stay with you for years...I can't stop singing it now...





They're changing guard at Buckingham Palace
Christopher Robin went down with Alice. 
Alice is marrying one of the guard. 
"A soldier's life is terrible hard," 
Says Alice. 

They're changing guard at Buckingham Palace
Christopher Robin went down with Alice. 
We saw a guard in a sentry-box. 
"One of the sergeants looks after their socks," 
Says Alice. 

They're changing guard at Buckingham Palace 
Christopher Robin went down with Alice. 
We looked for the King, but he never came. 
"Well, God take care of him, all the same,"
Says Alice. 

They're changing guard at Buckingham Palace 
Christopher Robin went down with Alice. 
They've great big parties inside the grounds. 
"I wouldn't be King for a hundred pounds," 
Says Alice. 

They're changing guard at Buckingham Palace 
Christopher Robin went down with Alice. 
A face looked out, but it wasn't the King's. 
"He's much too busy a-signing things," 
Says Alice. 

They're changing guard at Buckingham Palace 
Christopher Robin went down with Alice. 
"Do you think the King knows all about me?" 
"Sure to, dear, but it's time for tea," 
Says Alice.